Where to go from here
Since graduating from college in the Spring, my life has took a turn for the confused. I can't say that I always knew where my life was going, but I always thought that I had an Idea. However, since I've graduated, I've been questioning everything and wondering where exactly my life is going. Don't get me wrong, I definitely had plans for after college, but, I'm now finding myself more confused than ever. All the things I thought I wanted have either not worked out or I have almost completely changed my mind about them. At this point, all I can say I want is to work on myself, help others, and work through my creative outlets. None of these things, as of now, are making me any money, which is making me and those around me incredibly nervous. It's not that I necessarily want money, but I know that I need It in some capacity. So, I'm left wondering how I can get money and still do what I love. Isn't this the question that most of us ask ourselves at one point or another?
To be honest, I truly believe that there Is a way to do what we love and be prosperous, but most of the time, we are skeptical and don't think it's possible. It also seems to be a lot of work to get to the place in life where we want to be. I don't quite have the key yet to making what I desire my reality, but I see other people doing it and I know I can too. However, this puts me in a hard place within society and makes it hard for those around me to understand. For example, my family Is always bugging me about my life and future plans and I honestly don't know what to say. I know if I say that I want to focus on making my dreams a reality and work on bettering myself as much as possibly, they'll probably tell me that it's not a real plan. They'll probably say that I have my head in the clouds and I need to make "realistic" goals for my life. Because of this, most of the time, I just make up something to keep them off my back. I can't say this is the best way to handle things, but it tends to be a bad habit of mine.
After learning a bit about the Law of Attraction, I truly believe that I can make anything possible. The problem I'm facing now is where to go from here. Should I continue focusing on writing and making videos and other art while learning how to become my best version? Will this really get me where I want to go or is there more to It? I know I'm the only one who can truly answer these questions for myself, but I feel as if my mind has been a little unclear recently or, maybe I'm just thinking too much about it. It's so easy for me to get caught up in my ego and concern myself with what other people think and allow their opinions to become my own. I know that only through my Spiritual path can I truly find all the answers I'm looking for. The question is, do I have the time? Am I always going to be bound my social constraints or can I truly find freedom outside of the reality that our culture has created for us?
I leave these questions to anyone reading this for now.
To be honest, I truly believe that there Is a way to do what we love and be prosperous, but most of the time, we are skeptical and don't think it's possible. It also seems to be a lot of work to get to the place in life where we want to be. I don't quite have the key yet to making what I desire my reality, but I see other people doing it and I know I can too. However, this puts me in a hard place within society and makes it hard for those around me to understand. For example, my family Is always bugging me about my life and future plans and I honestly don't know what to say. I know if I say that I want to focus on making my dreams a reality and work on bettering myself as much as possibly, they'll probably tell me that it's not a real plan. They'll probably say that I have my head in the clouds and I need to make "realistic" goals for my life. Because of this, most of the time, I just make up something to keep them off my back. I can't say this is the best way to handle things, but it tends to be a bad habit of mine.
After learning a bit about the Law of Attraction, I truly believe that I can make anything possible. The problem I'm facing now is where to go from here. Should I continue focusing on writing and making videos and other art while learning how to become my best version? Will this really get me where I want to go or is there more to It? I know I'm the only one who can truly answer these questions for myself, but I feel as if my mind has been a little unclear recently or, maybe I'm just thinking too much about it. It's so easy for me to get caught up in my ego and concern myself with what other people think and allow their opinions to become my own. I know that only through my Spiritual path can I truly find all the answers I'm looking for. The question is, do I have the time? Am I always going to be bound my social constraints or can I truly find freedom outside of the reality that our culture has created for us?
I leave these questions to anyone reading this for now.
- S.
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